So over the past 14 hours or so, I have had only an hour to myself, lonely lonesome self, because I have had either kids around OR jay on the phone.
Since 6 am I have been on the phone for hours at a time for no Gosh darn reason at all except to listen to him breath, eat, complain about money or being tired. I even fell asleep while ON the phone with him because I was tired and yet he still wouldn't let me hang up.
Then suddenly the last three hours has been between divorce talk, how i don't love him yet again, which i'm not sure if i do anymore, and then he even said once that if we divorce, he'd take the kids.
IDK - i'm tired, exhausted.
Since 6 am I have been on the phone for hours at a time for no Gosh darn reason at all except to listen to him breath, eat, complain about money or being tired. I even fell asleep while ON the phone with him because I was tired and yet he still wouldn't let me hang up.
Then suddenly the last three hours has been between divorce talk, how i don't love him yet again, which i'm not sure if i do anymore, and then he even said once that if we divorce, he'd take the kids.
IDK - i'm tired, exhausted.